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Dastardly

by Derek Dupuis

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1.
She came back home Five weeks away Dressed in white lace A porcelain face Held back my tears Let out my pride I could not trust my eyes Like my old love had died Everything’s wrong but I can’t move on I just won’t get her off of my- Won’t get her off of my- Won’t get her off of my- Won’t get her off of my mind We used to run We used to play On the grey raining days Just two kids without shame Filthy and scared They took her from me And when she returned She was too good to see Everything’s wrong but I can’t move on I just won’t get her off of my- Won’t get her off of my- Won’t get her off of my- Won’t get her off of my mind I wish I could be someone I wish I could be a rich man I wish they didn’t hate me I wish I could be someone I wish I could be a rich man I wish they didn’t hate me I’ll come back home Wealthy and wise Stamp out her friends And make sure she cries Everything’s wrong but I can’t move on Listen everything’s wrong but I must move on Everything’s wrong gotta move along
2.
Interloop 1 02:37
Having a party in my room alone Just like yesterday
3.
Mr. Parson 02:36
Poor Mr. Parson Locked him out again These games we play Seem to upset him Really shows his age Well curse him either way Trashed his room today He laughed I’m afraid Roommates are fondling There’s one that I admire But Parson’s tired We never let him Sleep throughout the night There’s bags under his eyes He’ll crack like thinning ice He laughs while he cries You felt nothing When I hurt you I deserve you You need me You felt nothing When I hurt you I deserve you You need me Going faster Never slower I will hurt you Till you bleed Going faster Never slower I will hurt you Till you bleed Can you trust me Please believe me I’ve got a hold and there’s nowhere to go We tossed a paint brush Landed on his head His face went red Once day I’ll find him Hulking past the den A shovel in his hands And blood stained on his pants Ending my friends
4.
There’s a world outside But the light hurts my eyes Oh well It’s a trick of the eye What a beautiful lie Oh well See them laugh see them joke See them stoke up the smoke Oh well They got soul I do not But what have I got Oh well Sometimes I feel I need to open the door But I’m afraid That there really is more that I see If I joined in the crowd If I spoke really loud What now Would they laugh in my face God I’m such a disgrace Oh well Fear is more than a dream It’s painful to me Oh well It’s a pain so obscene Makes me weak in the knees Oh well I had my chance Turned my eyes toward the sun But cold winds blow And I knew I must run in defeat I can see you grin Oh the places you’ve been And toiled You tell truth I tell lies I don’t move I just hide Oh well There’s a death in the air And of that I’m so scared Oh well I can die in here Or I’ll perish out there Oh well Sometimes I feel I need to open the door But I’m afraid That there really is more that I see
5.
What’s your day been like Have you done enough Did you just wake up Screens and blinks and yawns Taking in the mail Lying on the couch I know what it’s like Day in and day out Breathing just for fun Far from numb and now It’s too late for that (Not too late for that) It’s too late for that (Not too late for that) The things you say you want to do Do them for you What do your friends do Gyms and cars and jobs Girlfriends and new shirts Don’t you long for that Energy and strength Laughing while you run You were so young but now It’s too late for that (Not too late for that) It’s too late for that (Not too late for that) The things you say you want to do Do them for you I know what it’s like Day in and day out Breathing just for fun
6.
Remember when you tied me to a tree and I cried You stole away from mother expecting a fight Mud under your feet The driveway to the street The crows cackle above Do what you want if you want to I replied Captured upside down the blood rushed to my head The forest made a sound we can’t hear what she said Ginger has a light The doe off to my right She stares you in the eye Sorry about your rabbit my fault that he’s dead I’ll never get to play another game with my mates The maples know the smoke rising up from the glade Nothing to be said Nothing to be done Our friends have their fun Vengeance is the name of the game that we play
7.
You Know Me 06:54
He told a joke To brighten her day Reaches out to touch her face She rolls her eyes lights up the place Gives him a look Reads him like a book He folds it in his memory This is how it’s supposed to be They make it look so easy Bring a watch to my room Set it back a few hours Let me see the things you do Memorize your face your moods I don’t want to compare Us to ones with more time Keep your secrets keep your tasks I know I’m moving too fast And I can tell why you are tired Why can’t this be easy When I was not trying did I do much better Do you long for someone less careful more clever I am not sure when we changed Have I overstayed You know me But do I know you You know me But do I know you
8.
Did you decide what you’re gonna do Chameleon Man’s got his eye on you It’s quite the honor if you look his way He wants to save your terrible day Chameleon Man says you’re all he needs He thinks you’re pretty and he’s begging you please He doesn’t care about your ups and downs He wants to see you in a beautiful gown Loving is easy as long as you’re breezy Yeah loving is easy as long as you’re breezy Yeah loving is easy as long as you’re breezy Yeah loving is easy as long Chameleon Man won’t come anymore He only has sex on the living room floor He’ll ask for love when your world is gray But turn your head and he fades away
9.
Interloop 2 02:07
Having a party in my room Just like when you hurt my eyes yesterday You held mud in my face I could not breathe I got some nose mud Terrible terrible terrible friends I got One day new shirts Will have anti-mud sleeves Love is dead Love is yesterday Love is stained oh well Love is a laugh in my face Love is a disgrace Love is girlfriends laughing while you watch paint cry Love is numb Love is terrible Love is FILTHYYYYYYYYYY

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Derek brings you his next work, written in the span of 8 years and recorded in late 2020 (this time in 2 bedrooms and one basement!)

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released September 18, 2021

Written, recorded, produced, mixed, loved, hated, and sweated upon by Derek Dupuis

"You Know Me" written by Derek Dupuis and Sarah Seminski

Mastered by thebishopgame

Cover photography by Karen Scalia

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Derek Dupuis Salem, Massachusetts

Derek Dupuis dreams of draping delicious dew on our drab domain. He dares, he dances, he dabbles for you!

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